is it too much I'm angry at him because of a small problem? I fell like I'm a stupid person. i felt like there nothing more i can do and i fell want to end all of this.. but i'm still love him and need him.. but the crash that him did to me is still in my heart and my mind.. but for sure i'm also cruel at him too.. what that i do is more worse than him do.. is it because of him that always control me make me also want to control him as he did it to me?? i feel like i'm alone faced all of this thing.. when i'm sad nobody is here for me.. no one give his or her shoulder to me.. and he also does not care about me even i cry and he know it. i don't like this feeling.. i fell like i should not give him my love more bigger as a big stone at sekayu anymore.. i fell like the thing that already past will happen again.. i can't face it anymore and i do not want it happen again...
my dear up to you whatever you want to do after this.. i will not stop you anymore and doesn't care it anymore.. i'm really tired with all of this...
i give you a freedom but you....?????????? think about it by yourself my dear...i'm tired.. really tired... i'm sorry my dear...
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