a bad day

the early morning i felt very bad because of them. i felt like I'm just a doll for them..when i talked nobody will listened. i just be patient and not said anything..they just ignored me but I'm still be patient..my BF said just let it be and not thinking bad..you are the oldest so just be patient..okay my dear I'm accepted it..because of i do not want  any problem here anymore so i just ignore it..just let them be..just be patient and pray that i can stand for that if it happen again..suddenly i woke up from my bed...oh,,it was just a dream...hope it not truly happen...i don't want face it anymore....... BE STRONG SHEILA....